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After the stressful period of prelims, everybody, which of course includes me, is worried and anticipated to see our result. That choice or rather that want is never to be love or I should never look forward into seeing those results. I did BADLY. I tried so hard for the past few months. Though many things has came in between the studying, I still tried very hard to do well. After all, this is my future. My life. I thought I would do well after those hours after hours, days after days of studying. Note: I THOUGHT. I fail everything. (I think.) Ifailedmyself.

The hope of getting a 12 points was like a beaming star. The hope crashed, I didn't see it falling like a shooting star. It just crashed like a meteor burst, flying straight towards ground, exploding into mini pieces till I can't pick them all up and piece them back together.

Now I really wonder if I can do well. Or even pass my o levels. I start questioning myself, Why am I working so hard for? Doing assignments after assignments. Exercises after exercises. Why do I need to do that? I am still gonna fail. I am still not gonna get into the course I want. Thinking about whats the future I want. I look up into the sky. It is just darkness. There is no star that I look upon, working my way to touch and hold tight on.

What should I do now. Maybe things is not mend to be this way. The taste of failure is bitter, the seed that I sow upon is not blooming.

Well, to those who also didn't do well for o levels. Study hard.
We'll just do our best, and leave no regrets. Okay?

Munch munch munch.

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I am a girl who dwells in ALOT and I daydream a lot too.
Love camera taking sessions with girlfriends and boyfriend. Hate class photo session.
Life is a drag for me.
Suicide is always on my mind.
Studying in CHIJ TPY SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC now.
In Infocommunication Technology 1B23!
Trying to score well. SHE DID!
Now she just need to get GPA 4.0!
Music is my life.
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