Bringing my heavy heart to the pawn shop.
To see who would claim it back.

These few days have not been the best days of my life. I know some of you are reading this but till this point. I can't take it anymore. I am fragile. I can't hide my feelings well. I want to voice it out, yet it seems to be struck in my throat somehow. I can't say how I feel so I decide to type them out.

The Grey light shone down upon my life. In this one week, you ask for a break-up time after times. Why, I ask myself, why are you doing this to me. Why are you hurting me again and again. Just because I hurt you? Is our love that fragile that it must be place on a weighing scale to weigh the number of times I hurt you, You must give it back to me. Do you even know you are hurting me so bad I tear in the dark? I can't take this any longer. The knife stab through my heart like a show for the circus. But this time its a miss, a hit straight to the heart. The blood flows down my chest and I can't stop it. It simply hurt so bad.

Alcohol doesn't seems to be doing its boring job. I want to leave this pathetic, heart-wrenching world just for a day. I just was to light because my heart is so heavy. I can't even concentrate on my studies. Either with friends or alone. The pain that you inflicted to me is unbearable. I miss you. I really do. Yet, you know it, but you don't care. The same attitude you gave for the past few months. The unstable love given to me, the care you lack to give.

Well, maybe I am the one who is not showing.
For all that you know.
You are right. I am not a good girlfriend.
& maybe you are just too good to be true.
Thanks for the past 9 months.
I ♥ YOU.

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I am a girl who dwells in ALOT and I daydream a lot too.
Love camera taking sessions with girlfriends and boyfriend. Hate class photo session.
Life is a drag for me.
Suicide is always on my mind.
Studying in CHIJ TPY SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC now.
In Infocommunication Technology 1B23!
Trying to score well. SHE DID!
Now she just need to get GPA 4.0!
Music is my life.
But I don't like to share with strangers.
Love drinking and feel high. :D
Thats about all.






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