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.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 7:02 AM


Life. What is it? People may think of a new life, a living thing or maybe the way you choose to live. The life you want is being chosen. Obviously, for a non-believer me, I don't think your life is determine by God and you have a list of "to-do-list" that he has plan for you. For me, it is you who determine how you want to life it. Remember the time you choose to love that girl or guy in your life? The time you choose to forgive that someone, even the subject you choose when you are going through your secondary life..
Some people regret in choosing the wrong stuff, the wrong thing. You start blaming yourself. Why did I choose this. you start questioning yourself. why blame yourself when you can actually try to work the best out of it? you made that choice. Mistakes are made and mend, some are irreversible. Sometimes hurts comes along and you can't deal with it. some decided that it is the end of them. How foolish but do you know that everyone will have a moment of time where they will think of suicide.

Life for me now is simply meaningless. I don't see anything to live for now. Not even for you. Oh my, how can I forget O levels. YES! I think I will live for that & see how badly I will get. I don't see a point in studying so hard now. I don't see myself improving. I never do well in anything.
Damn, So emo, so negative. Alright alright. Don't scare you guys. Guess this song may say it all.



A phrasing that's a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...




It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way


I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my pain away
tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

take my pain away
tear it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong


Okay, maybe two. I don't know which is better.

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