Today is a bad day. My nose is gonna drop if I continue to sneeze. I need him.

I am gonna curse and swear!
RAHHH~! I am so pissed! I want to die already. fuck my family. fuck my irritating fucking sister who only know how to fucking bitch and boss people around! Fuck it that my mum dont even fucking understand! She tries a little. My fucking sister pull her back to the starting line of not trying. like she is helping. What should I do. Hoping that someone could understand. No. who? you dont even know what I am going through. Only know how to blame me. Yes I maybe dumb but I also have brain. I look like a fucking retard now. typing and crying at that fucking same time. cant even see properly. plug in the music. Cant even hear them laughing out loud thanks to the stupid television show. If you care, ask me how can you help me. talk to me properly. Know that I may be moody thanks to addiction. I wish I never touch that thing. But I don't want to choose the escaping way. I want to face the fucking thing. I dont l;ike it. But how how.! Like the fuck I know. AHHHH~!


"I really want to be with you.
Don't I have the choice to say no.
Everyday I smile
scared that you will leave me.
At the bottom of my heart.
I still love you."

I am doing the wrong thing now.
missing the wrong person.

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I am a girl who dwells in ALOT and I daydream a lot too.
Love camera taking sessions with girlfriends and boyfriend. Hate class photo session.
Life is a drag for me.
Suicide is always on my mind.
Studying in CHIJ TPY SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC now.
In Infocommunication Technology 1B23!
Trying to score well. SHE DID!
Now she just need to get GPA 4.0!
Music is my life.
But I don't like to share with strangers.
Love drinking and feel high. :D
Thats about all.






A pair of Adreno Black series.
A pair of Hands and Knee guards!
Be with Justin Forever!